Miles

mileslivingston @ 2006-08-05T04:41:00

2006-08-05T08:39:35Z

i haven't gotten one tip from a black person all summer

is that racist? is that WRONG to make that statement?

let me know your thoughts.

-extremely aggravated at a certain ethnic group and trying not to feel like a biggot

mileslivingston @ 2006-07-05T20:44:00

2006-07-06T00:44:01Z

bonfire conversation

jock: does that kid have a catcher's mit or a baseball bat?
miles: huh?
jock: is it a guy or a girl?
miles: oh. i think something like 1 in 100 people are born with ambigious genitalia / gender. So they usually get surgery and take hormones corresponding to the gender they feel most comfortable as.
jock: so it has both?
miles proceeds to jump into the bonfire.

also i thought a clever bumper sticker would be "IF FREEDOM ISN'T FREE THEN IT'S JUST DOM"
but then i realized the irony of making any effort to advocate apathy

mileslivingston @ 2006-06-10T02:39:00

2006-06-10T06:39:41Z

after applying to several (hundred) jobs, and actually recieving calls back from a few of them,
i realized that out of every place i applied, being a pizza boy would probably make me the most money, as well as being the most entertaining,
so i'm doing that again (sans stereo --- read: NIGGA STOLE MY STEREO!)

drinking tonight, i chuckled at the realization that most of my ex-women seem to loathe me, (case in point)
i can say, at least, that I left a strong impression upon them.

the only thing i've been reading this summer is the complete far side anthology
I WILL BE SO KNOWLEDGEABLE BY THE END OF SUMMER

ain't written shit either, however the music with brianboy is coming out pretty alright

tina is back from greece and the things are going swimmingly
i like her house but not her cat

SOME LOVE,
miles

mileslivingston @ 2006-06-07T22:14:00

2006-06-08T02:14:14Z

the pit of night: if tina doesn't call me when she gets home tonight
the pit of night: i'm going to remove my heart and my testicles
the pit of night: and will them down to my children
the pit of night: who won't exist
the pit of night: until they use my testicles
the pit of night: it's like a paradox
the pit of night: RRIGHT?
TristessasJunk06: TOTALLY DUDE IT ALL MAKES SENSE NOW
the pit of night: so either i will be famous
the pit of night: or the universe will explode
the pit of night: or i'll die from blood loss
TristessasJunk06: well the universe will explode
TristessasJunk06: regardless

mileslivingston @ 2006-06-05T19:27:00

2006-06-05T23:26:58Z

elliott smith singing jealous guy

mileslivingston @ 2006-06-01T06:27:00

2006-06-01T10:26:32Z

"measuring cups" makes me feel more things than i wish to feel

JOB STUFF

2006-05-18T19:24:11Z

this looking for a job thing is actually very very difficult for me
first off i don't even like going and picking up an application and turning it in,
it makes me feel very uncomfortable
but it doesn't end there, because no one ever gets hired just by turning in an application
i have to call and be all "I'M JUST WONDERING IF YOU WENT OVER MY APPLICATION
I'M REALLY EAGER TO WORK THERE"

Now, granted, I am a very talented liar, but there are few things that are so unnatural to me as pretending to have ambitions for a job that I really don't want in the first place.

On top of this, I'm expected to do this with multiple places, while my father incessantly guilt-trips me about not trying hard enough, or not applying to enough places.

When I was a child and my family ate at McDonald's or the like, if ever I needed more sweet and sour sauce my father would insist I get it, and the thought of walking to the counter and asking an employee for more was so excruciatingly embarassing and uncomfortable for me that I ended up crying and eventually going without it. This is sort of how I feel about applying for and pursuing jobs in Richmond.

Not that I can go without. My father would kick me out of the house.

Anyway, I'm not trying to complain, I'm trying to say IF YOU KNOW OF A JOB IN RICHMOND WHERE YOU CAN GIVE ME A GOOD WORD, LET ME KNOW PLEASE.

I think the pain of pursuing a job might outweight the pain of being a pizza boy again, although I would feel sort of pathetic since I was so certain I was NOT going to be a pizzaboy this summer.

Plus i'm generally very content, whereas the last two summers I was not (with woman + writing well), such that I wouldn't get as easily depressed driving to new paris at midnight to deliver a pizza to a trailer.

NOTE TO SELF: stay in bloomington next summer, christ.

mileslivingston @ 2006-05-08T17:55:00

2006-05-08T22:54:59Z

i struggle with my troubles
but some people just have stroobles with their troobles
or sclebbs

strebbs

STRUBBLES:
1 christina is going to greece for someodd weeks
2 oliver is in bloomington
3 i shaved my beard
4 summer job
5 drinking every night

GOOD THINGS:
1 new orleans later
2 oliver is in bloomington
3 i shaved my beard
4 the phoenix suns
5 drinking every night

OH ALSO MY PENIS IS INEFFECIENT ASK ANYONE

poem poem poem youth is shrivelled little wrinkles in carton. me shrivels, yous?
we’s little jews expanding English, conquering English, colonizing our little tongues and sexing our lexicons. who’s you and did you discover my diction? airy smokes my little smokes and how they made my tongue hairy.

also i write children's poetry now:

I’m drunk said the skunk
I’m drowned howled the hound
I’m a whino said the rhino
I’m pink said the elephant
We’re trashed moaned the giraffes
My chirps are slurred sang the bird
Ich bin blau lowed the cow

How dull mused the bull
Now go to sleep danced the sheep

mileslivingston @ 2006-05-07T18:27:00

2006-05-07T23:26:57Z

someone find me a job in richmond

THANKS

mileslivingston @ 2006-05-05T00:59:00

2006-05-05T05:59:24Z

mileslivingston @ 2006-04-27T18:32:00

2006-04-27T22:32:28Z

be kind
baby be kind
be kind
baby be kind

ERM
sorry to anyone that I may have IMed last night

mileslivingston @ 2006-04-27T03:58:00

2006-04-27T07:59:01Z

the supervisor guy turns off the factory lights so the robots have to work in the dark
and there's a carload of kids with beer and cigarettes burning out and doing lawnjobs in the park

I object to myspace on every level possible.

2006-04-26T10:10:38Z

BUT

http://www.myspace.com/buoysavacados

http://www.myspace.com/gazebostwigspatios

it is convenient for the sharing of the music.

mileslivingston @ 2006-04-23T03:46:00

2006-04-23T07:46:31Z

life is long love lie with me

mileslivingston @ 2006-04-19T04:46:00

2006-04-19T09:46:10Z

I TOTALLY HAVE A BEARD NOW

mileslivingston @ 2006-04-17T20:20:00

2006-04-18T00:19:56Z

the pit of night: I WAS THINKING I SHOULD HOOK BACK UP WITH THAT 16 YEAR OLD WAITRESS
the pit of night: SHE WAS GOOD TO ME
the pit of night: SHE WAS SO GOOD TO ME
mouthofsunnyair: UM
the pit of night: HEY I WAS THINKING MAYBE I SHOULD CALL UP ERICA AND TELL HER WE SHOULD WORK THINGS OUT
the pit of night: YOU KNOW BECAUSE OF THE FUNCTIONAL
the pit of nigh: THINGS
mouthofsunnyair: YEAH GOOD IDEA
the pit of night: I WAS THINKING MAYBE I SHOULD GET AHOLD OF CHRISTINE I KNOW SHE'S DATING SOMEONW BUT
the pit of night: WHATEVER I HAVE THE MOST TO OFFER AND SHE KNOWS THAT THAT GIRL WAS GOOD TO ME
mouthofsunnyair: UM

mileslivingston @ 2006-04-13T16:27:00

2006-04-14T20:27:49Z

filderdakuwasian (4:23:22 PM): nigger what are you dogni?
the pit of night (4:23:39 PM): i was doing your dogni
filderdakuwasian (4:23:46 PM): HAHAHA
filderdakuwasian (4:23:51 PM): I SEE WHAT YOU DID
filderdakuwasian (4:23:55 PM): YOU POINTED YOU MY TYPO
the pit of night (4:24:12 PM): no i was seriously doing your dogni
filderdakuwasian (4:24:38 PM): I just looked in the dictionary
filderdakuwasian (4:24:41 PM): and there's no such thing as a dogni
filderdakuwasian (4:24:58 PM): there's a dogo which is a foolish person in west africa
filderdakuwasian (4:25:15 PM): WOW
the pit of night (4:25:21 PM): UM HELLO
the pit of night (4:25:21 PM): http://www.ngfl-cymru.org.uk/vtc/ngfl/cym/history/caerphilly_ail_rhyfel_byd/w_index.htm
the pit of night (4:26:04 PM): so shut yr yapper
filderdakuwasian (4:26:08 PM): uh
filderdakuwasian (4:27:07 PM): wow

mileslivingston @ 2006-04-13T09:38:00

2006-04-14T01:38:37Z

i want a woman whose hands shake

mileslivingston @ 2006-04-12T03:52:00

2006-04-12T19:52:56Z

I AM A SEXUAL PREDATOR

mileslivingston @ 2006-04-11T16:55:00

2006-04-12T08:55:57Z

shy cerebral and the lonely hair

WOW WOW WOW

soon soon i will post an entire miles-oly CD for you,

for the free,

for the reasons

less than three, less than four, less than the ensuing numbers

-miles

mileslivingston @ 2006-04-10T16:37:00

2006-04-10T20:37:26Z

my country baby girl is my favorite girl

mileslivingston @ 2006-04-06T13:29:00

2006-04-06T17:29:07Z

quetzcoatl

"Is it you?, are you real?

Some had talked nonsense

oh, you, by whom everything
lives,

Is it real?, Is it not real?

This is how they say it

Do not have anguish

in our hearts!

I will make disdainful

oh, you, by whom everything
lives,

Do not have anguish

in our hearths!"

we are the incas, the mayas,

the azstecs,

we are the tiniest panflute,

my tiny woman,

we traveled, we saw snowcapped

         andes

therein,

we fished red herrings,

      salzige,

we are every couplet of cobble,

we are the stones,

        we are peruvian pyres,

we are mounting a sacrifice

on steep steps,

we are aortic codices,

you are papyrus,

you are vellum,

you are yucatan

you are you,

you are every dire liar,

i am every fox hunt,

every want,

you are every needle that has ever been threaded

you are the feathers upon feathers upon fathers of feathers,

I think you are mesoamerica,

i sink into you ten inches every year,

you live in california's
basement

and drink moonshine by moonlight

you are going blind blind from all the ethanol

I am going mad mad from the dopamine,

we are going sideways sideways in european-made cars

you are you, there

you of strong nose,

of tenacious complexion

of permeating lips,

(too ambitious
for their own good)

you were born into you,

your skin and your sun-gods

your ambitious hips and your

copulating cocoa

you are everything Cortéz wanted in a woman

(and every woman adores a conquistador)

your
panties

your
pantheon

I will conquer you soon

my tiny woman

mileslivingston @ 2006-04-06T02:01:00

2006-04-06T06:01:08Z

IndieAnnaxx: miles stop it, you don't think girls exist yet

mileslivingston @ 2006-04-05T21:59:00

2006-04-06T01:58:42Z

the pit of night: http://fun.drno.de/flash/yoda_film.swf
TristessasJunk06: this is a better film than the three star wars prequels combined

mileslivingston @ 2006-04-04T20:56:00

2006-04-05T00:56:09Z

PINNOCHIO

I was in the sack
with my little woman
wrestling sweaty knotholes

splintering, creaking
swaying
sap on our saplings

"you're a real boy"
she said

sprouting there

i moved my head
towards her center
"lie to me!
lie to me!"
she said